His shoulder relax as she says that. He's been so mixed up since it all happened, not knowing how to feel. It's nice to hear he's not doing it wrong somehow.

"Messy sounds right. I hope one day it won't all feel so confusing. I know that cutting him off is what everyone says to do but it's not easy. I didn't... I don't... hate him." No matter how many people say that he should.