Daisy doesn't know how to just Be, yet. To just talk casually. To stop her head swimming with all these thoughts she needs to let out but refuses to share with people. Jon Knows because Jon Knows her and Knows Basira and she never had to say it when she came to sit with him. He just Knows.
But she's not at home and she's still running a fever and there's a Basira in the Nothing that won't love her anymore if she sees the state she's in.
"We weren't. Together. At home. But she was there. Always. Ever since we became partners. I tried to hide what I did. But she knew. Didn't care. Covered for me. And then— and then I. I went away. For a while. Didn't want to. Got— swallowed up. And when Jon got me out. I was— this. Different. Resisting."
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Daisy doesn't know how to just Be, yet. To just talk casually. To stop her head swimming with all these thoughts she needs to let out but refuses to share with people. Jon Knows because Jon Knows her and Knows Basira and she never had to say it when she came to sit with him. He just Knows.
But she's not at home and she's still running a fever and there's a Basira in the Nothing that won't love her anymore if she sees the state she's in.
"We weren't. Together. At home. But she was there. Always. Ever since we became partners. I tried to hide what I did. But she knew. Didn't care. Covered for me. And then— and then I. I went away. For a while. Didn't want to. Got— swallowed up. And when Jon got me out. I was— this. Different. Resisting."