"Made a deal." She doesn't dare so much as say Eligos's name here in the O&I, but she figures the subtext will be loud enough. Betrayal is his domain, after all. "All I had to do was look Calvin in the eye when I agreed. And then... in he went."

Her voice is almost too even, betraying her conflicted feelings in the controlled lack of them.

"Apparently you found out he was just as scared of it as me."